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Post by Sean Collins on Apr 15, 2012 12:04:39 GMT -5
"Stop." Sean said, ignoring her first sentence. "You are skinny, and you need to eat. Even if it's just fruits and vegetables. You gotta eat something..." Sean said, truthfully getting worried.
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Post by Ellie Mankelow on Apr 15, 2012 12:14:23 GMT -5
"I know. I will.". She wasn't lying. She did eat small amounts, Abby forced her to. Just truthfully, she was never hungry. "Don't worry about me. It's fine.". She could tell her act was becoming loose and less believable. [/size]
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Post by Sean Collins on Apr 15, 2012 12:23:23 GMT -5
Sean didn't want to argue, and he was the one that just said they needed to have trust in the relationship in order for it to work. "You can't lie to me." Sean frowned, looking at the ground. "If I find out you're not eating...this isn't going to be good." He said, sternly.
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Post by Ellie Mankelow on Apr 15, 2012 12:39:04 GMT -5
Ellie sighed. He was onto her lie. She took his hand. "Come with me.". Abby knew what she was about to do. She gave her and look that said good luck. Once they were far enough away that Ellie was sure they could talk privately, she confessed. "I'm bullimic. When I eat, my body has been custom to rejecting so thats what it does. I throw up. Half becausevi make myself.. I have no control over it. It takes over.". Ellie began to cry talking.about it. Hes never gonna look at her the same again. Shes a freak. [/size]
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Post by Sean Collins on Apr 15, 2012 13:00:44 GMT -5
Sean's stomach tied up, and he followed Ellie wherever she was leading him. When she told him probably one of her biggest secrets, he immediately felt sick. "Ellie...I...I don't know how to respond..." He paused. "I'm so...sorry...you need to go see a doctor...please..." He stopped, grabbing both of her hands. "You don't need to do that...you're so strong, Ellie, and you need to know that...please stop crying..." Sean whispered, taking his thumb and wiping away the tears falling down Ellie's face.
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Post by Ellie Mankelow on Apr 15, 2012 13:03:04 GMT -5
"No, I won't go to a doctor.. not yet. I'm not ready. You have to understand." "Please don't tell anyone." She begged of him, gripping his hands tight. "I just felt like, you needa to know this.. to understand why it's hard for me to eat. But, I'm getting better I swear." [/size]
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Post by Sean Collins on Apr 15, 2012 13:09:42 GMT -5
"I won't tell anyone." He whispered, not letting go of her hands. "Thank you for trusting me, though. I get it now...but you need to know that you are one of the strongest people I know...and you'll get through this...and you're perfect the way you are. You don't need to do this to look better, you look beautiful just how you are." Sean whispered. "And I'll be here every step of the way, no matter what." He wrapped his arms around her back, squeezing her tight. Not many people would ever trust him like that, or tell him their secrets. He didn't want to let Ellie down, and he was falling for her harder than he ever thought he would.
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Post by Ellie Mankelow on Apr 15, 2012 13:14:59 GMT -5
Tears flowed faster from Ellie's eyes then before as Sean spoke. He was so amazing for being so supportive of this. Many people, especially guys, would be completely freaked out, thinking she was a sick freak and never speak to her again. But Sean, he was different. He understood. He wrapped his arms around her and Ellie never wanted him to let go. She felt so safe with him. "Thank you. And thank you for looking at me the same way you did an hour ago.". Nothing had changed.. well kind of. He still felt the same and Ellie was so relieved. [/size]
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Post by Sean Collins on Apr 15, 2012 13:41:09 GMT -5
"I don't look at you any differently." Sean whispered into her ear, not letting her go. "You're still the same girl I met a few weeks ago. Pretty, funny, kind, and everybody has problems with their life. You just have to push through it." Sean smiled slightly, hoping he could say the right words to make Ellie stop crying.
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Post by Ellie Mankelow on Apr 15, 2012 13:45:15 GMT -5
Ellie looked up at him. A smile began to grow against her face and the tears slowly stopped. "You're amazing. You know that, right?". [/size]
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Post by Sean Collins on Apr 15, 2012 13:49:17 GMT -5
"Not as amazing as you. Don't ever forget that!" Sean said, leaning over to lightly kiss her cheek. "You're perfect and don't let anyone ever tell you otherwise."
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Post by Ellie Mankelow on Apr 15, 2012 13:56:50 GMT -5
Ellie couldn't stop smiling at how amazing he was. "You took this so much better than I expected." [/size]
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Post by Sean Collins on Apr 15, 2012 14:18:02 GMT -5
"I just want to make sure you know I don't think it's weird, stupid, crazy, dumb, anything. I think you're super strong for being able to deal with this." Sean grinned.
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Post by Ellie Mankelow on Apr 15, 2012 14:24:45 GMT -5
"And that's one of the reasons why you're so amazing. Most guys would freak out and lock me up in rehab as soon as they find out." [/size]
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Post by Sean Collins on Apr 15, 2012 14:26:31 GMT -5
"Well if you didn't know by now, I'm not most guys." He smiled a little, grabbing one of her hands again.
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